Did I Die Tho LOL

Reflecting on the whirlwind of recent months, my journey into the world of SMEs has been nothing short of a rollercoaster ride. October marked a significant turning point for me. After nearly a decade in the corporate world, I took a leap of faith and bid farewell to familiar routines. It brought a torrent of new experiences— learning the ropes of the business and feeling the thrill of something entirely different.

November continued to be another month of learning, coupled with an unexpected weight of pressure that seemed daunting at times. And just when I thought I’d gotten a grip on what “crazy” truly meant, December arrived like a storm, with the excitement fueling my journey slowly fading amidst the overwhelming demands.

I’ve never been one to break down over work, but that week before Christmas made me crumble. It was an unexpected moment of vulnerability that really caught me off guard. It made me think if pushing through is the best course or if it’s time to consider alternative routes. But I’m not ready to change course yet. Despite the huge impact of that week, I’ve decided to hold onto this belief that I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be because it is the Lord who has put me here. Maybe these tough times are just paving the way for something brighter.

As this year ends, I embrace the lessons learned and the newfound aspects of myself—discovering resilience, adaptability, and the sheer determination to push through storms. I wouldn’t necessarily say I have gained a completely renewed perspective, but I now carry a sense of hope and courage as I welcome the upcoming year. I acknowledge that within challenges lie opportunities for growth, and within struggles, the seeds of success are sown.